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update.

so ive had a pretty awesome past couple of weeks. hung out with alot of people. met alot more people. got set up on a blind date (dont do that to me again). new years was ill. no resolutions this year. ive been planning alot for my big hiking trip this summer across the appalacian mountains. which i am really excited about. got a kayaking trip coming up also. ive been playin alot of blues music wich is weird because it just comes out. didnt know i had the blues. well thats it for now people. jay stop trying to set me up with women.

flakes

people that flake suck!
thats all i want to say about it.

the heart of life

the heart of life. first of all is a beautiful song, one of my favorites. from the lyrics to the composition, it is a masterpiece. but what exactly is the "heart of life". is it fait or destiny? i tend to see that life tends to equal out. not trying to lean towards karma but it is very similar. so far life has just worked out. right now things are bad but im sure it will work out in the end. i dont have faith in this song but in God. God is the heart of life. the heart of life is good, and just. and that is what im leaning on. i really hope i'm right on this one. but this song inspires me to keep going and to just chill. john mayer is amazing. good thing i taught him to play guitar. lol

Weakness #1=love

at times i feel like the word "love" has been tainted by this country's interesting view on life. why is it so hard for me to show it? why is it so hard for me to see it in people? this isnt me expressing myself on what i called a relationship, its just an insight into what drives us to be good to one another. is love all we really need? was paul lying to me? lol idk but i do know that there is a hand full of you out there that can be called lovers. and i dont know how you do it. i show love to people in my way but your not seeing it? should i try harder or try different methods? but if i do then that wouldnt be me. so where do we go from there? can i one day find one that will cry so i can drink the tears from her eyes? i dont think its possible. the funny thing is that i like to stay optimistic. but i am a realist...maybe my expectations are too high. has my soul been scared to deep to let anything except melodies and notes in? i think so. i got a lot of work to do people. i love all of you but i hate what you call "love". its deceiving and heartbreaking. i wish the opportunities would show themselves more. why has her "love" caused depression? why is depression driving me to find more when "love" it self is what got me here? notice the quotation marks. love and "love" are two completely different things. still cant tell the difference though. weakness #1.

the cool

just a lupe line i like.

Her eyes glow green with the logo of our dreams The purpose of our scene, The obscene obsession for the bling She would be my queen, I could be her king Together, she would make me cool and we would both rule, forever, And I would never feel pain and never be without pleasure, ever, again And if the rain stops, And everything's dry she would cry Just so I can drink the tears from her eyes She'll teach me how to fly Even cushion my fall If my engines ever stall and I plummet from the sky But she will keep me high And if I ever die She would comission my image on her bosom To hum Or maybe she'd retire as well A match made in Heaven set the fires in Hell...

Hopefully my future wife will someday let me say this as my vows. lol